These Closed Doors
I don't know why it is so hard for me,To get out into this world,
For me to trust the people I love,
For me to be his girl.
It's been happening for a while now,
I can't trust anyone,
Not my friends or my family,
Or even that on special love.
I've been hurt so many times before,
And I don't want it to happen again,
So I don't trust anyone anymore,
Not even my best friend.
Once you've done me wrong once,
I know you won't wrong me twice,
Because I won't give you another chance to,
'Cause then you're out of my life.
Even if you haven't done me wrong before,
It's still hard for me to open up the door,
The door to let you in,
And it makes me feel like I'm committing some crazy weird antisocial suicidal sin.
But I can't stop,
It's not worth it anymore,
He has a girlfriend,
It's no longer me who he adores,
I no longer have a chance to be his girl and finally let him and other people through these closed doors.
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