More poems by Black'nd.Blue.Rose

.Dear Diary.

I write in my diary a bunch of sweet sounding words
love and forgiveness, memories of the day surf
and along with it all i write my dearest secrets
frights and with it all my most dearest of confession
sealed within the use of concealing the hatches
my diary bleeds and then as it starts writing again:

Dear diary today was just also so magnificent
i met this cute boy and he really treated me well
he made me laugh, he said a lot of sweet words
dear diary i think i'm starting to like him

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Dear diary i have never been in love before
but i think it must be so grandiose and splendid
today again we meet in class
he couldn't help but smile, i back at him

But dear diary I'm scared of what could be love
i hope that this doesn't turn out to be another broken song
i'f heard so much about it
but i think it could be true, i think i could find love
i believe it's meant for me

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Dear diary I'm trilled of what happened today
i wonder whats coming next
i hope for another kiss
Yes, dear diary, we kissed, it was so awesome
it was so majestic, I'm a princess
i felt as if i could be floating

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Dear diary it's been two weeks now since we got together
it has been going o.k but i feel it could be better
it has gotten a bit different, he has changed a bit
but he is still so damn awesome, dear diary i love him

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Dear diary i know this will last
today we went to the movies and all my friends were trilled
i think it's about time my parents should meet him
come next week i will introduce him to them
i am so happy

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Dear diary how could this of happened
i hate him, i hate him so much
how could he of betrayed me
he said he loved me

Dear diary i feel like dying, i don't get it
i wish i had never given myself
i wish he had never meet her
diary, he cheated, left me for her
how could he do this to me
i hate that slutty whore
dear diary he left me for her
love is not for me, it hurts diary, it hurts
how could he have left me for her
knowing how much he meant to me?

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Dear diary, guess what
he said he never meant it and that he was just confused
he said he loved me and i know it has to be true
I've still got my doubts but i know we can make it
were back together and it's better then ever

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So, dear diary, he finally got to meet my parents
it was a bit scary but i think it went great
he can't be better with grown-ups!
my parents said to take care of myself though
and for him to take care of me too
but i won't think it's necessary
we are tighter then ever

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Dear diary it's been our 2 month anniversary
since our first we didn't get to celebrate it
it goes bubble for us.
On April 19, 2007: we've thrown a huge party

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Dear diary, school is kinda boring
but it's been going great
my friends and i have gone skating
and my beloved got a night out with his boys

Dear diary i will not doubt him, he is a good boy
He wouldn't hurt me like that again
Our time together is too romantic for that!

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Dear diary, I'm ganna dye
I've never been more depressed than ever
Love is not for me, it is official
but i do still hate him
my friends try and help but it's not working
he has hurt me again and i hope he rots in hell
i don't know who i am anymore

Dear Diary, he he, you know what now?
you contain a lot of sad memories diary
ain't that funny?
bye diary, i hope to put you away for good with him
but maybe one day, i could take you out again
and be able to read you.
That day seems so far away, though, diary.
I feel so much like crying again...