Slowly
im sick of wasting my tears on youyou blame me for things that i dont do
you just need someone to push it on
well i just want you gone
im tired of sitting here wondering what i did wrong
im blaming you for all my tears and you've been doing it all along
slowly my eyes get puffy and slowly my heart breaks
cause the more you push this on me the more i start to ache
ill write in my notebook the way that i feel
even though when reading it, it seems so unreal
how dont you realize what you say
hurts me like a thousand knives
you do it almost every day
for reasons that i dont know why
its like you cant blame yourself so you pick on me
you dont know how bad it hurts so now i want you to see
slowly my eyes get puffy and slowly my heart breaks
cause the more you push this on me the more i start to ache
i need a few minutes to settle down and figure this out
im tired of my mind having thoughts with all this doubt
and you dont see what lies behind
its so hard to let you see me cry
i try to hide it as much as i can
ill cover my face behind my hands
ill pretend its a mask to hide me from you
but it just seems impossible for me to do.
ill cry in my pillow and hope for something better
but ill just keep fighting and never surrender
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