I Can't Fall Asleep.

It's late at night.
Do you know where I am?
I'm out with friends.
Smoking some weed.
Being depressed as I please.
I'm on my knees.
I can't fall asleep.
Instead I bleed.
To try to make myself breathe.
But what I feel is painless.
And still, I can't fall asleep.
It's so cold, I shiver.
And it's so quiet, I cry.
To you, it might not make sense.
But to me, it's my life.