More poems by lilbunnyfufuor

The fire that consoumes me

Every day I wonder why,
Why you have to look me in the eye.
It hurts so bad,
Seeing what you're going though.
Knowing,
That there's nothing I can do.
But no matter what,
You'll never see,
That what hurts the most,
Has more to do with me.
Chorus
I swore I'd find you,
After I'd become lost.
I swore that nothing,
Would keep me from finding happiness.
I swore that I'd find you,
No matter what I had to go through.
I swore I'd find you,
If its that last thing I do.
Every day I see you,
And I still feel confused.
I still love him,
But I've found you.
How am I supposed to choose,
When he still wants me,
But I want you?
I just don't know,
How to make it known.
When the risk is to great,
And the obstacle has grown.
Chorus
I need to know,
What is going through your head,
When you lie,
Awake in your bed.
I can't concentrate,
When you mess with my mind.
You may not realize,
But you do it all the time.
I want to tell you,
I really do.
But I can't,
No with what you're going through.
Chorus
The obstacle,
Seems to me,
A problem,
Not a necessity.
But unfortunately you,
Don't see it that way.
You only see,
What you want,
Not what is true.
And you may never see,
That I need you.
I need you more,
Than you'll ever know.
So I'll just wait,
Until you see through,
The mask I put on,
And the smile I fake.
And then maybe,
I can make it real,
The hope,
And the dream,
That consumes me.
Poem by lilbunnyfufuor