More poems by ItMakesMeWannaGag

i didn't think so

it may seem that i live a perfect life.
and that nothing can bring me down.
but did you ever think that maybe
i'm already lower than the ground?

it may seem that i'm always happy.
and that may be true my friend.
but did you ever think that maybe
i'm an actress and i pretend?

it may seem that everyone loves me.
and that no one hates perfect me.
but did you ever think that maybe
the one i love won't talk to me?

it may seem like i just smile.
and that to me frowns don't exist.
but did you ever think that maybe
i only smile when i'm pissed?

did you ever think that maybe
i spent the whole night crying?
and did you ever think that maybe
i'm just really good at lying?
and did you EVER think that maybe
i really feel like dying?

i didn't think so.