Not Ready To Be An Angel
You weren't readyNot yet
You deserved to live longer
It wasn't your time
But now you're an angel
And I feel bad
I feel like it's my fault
Your death
Yes it was my fault
Your blood is on my hands
Even though I wasn't the one
The one with the blade at your wrists
Are you watching me from where you are?
I feel your presences
Even though you aren't here
You made me a promise long ago
That if you were to leave
Leave this world
That you would forever watch me
And make sure I'm happy
So are you watching me?
Is it because of you that I'm with hi?
If it is because of you
Then I'd like to thank you
I've never been this happy
But still
I wish you were here
I miss you
And so does your family
Although your parents blame me
While your sister still loves me to this very day
She doesn't blame me
She says it wasn't my fault
Maybe
Just maybe
If we had never gone out
And had just remained friends
Maybe you would be alive today
Still breathing
But I still treasure every moment I had with you
I don't think you were ready
Ready to be an angel
But my wishing won't change the fact
The fact that you're gone
Your dead
And now you're an angel
R.I.P.
Richard Checklo
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