To Believe? Or Not To Believe?

To Believe? Or Not To Believe?

Suffocating
Smothering
My breath
Catching in my throat
Harsh,
Raw,
Necessary. Or is it?
I'm stuck
Here
Halfway
Between lonely
and claustrophobic.
I sit, I sleep
I stand, I wake
Waiting
For what?
That blind spot in my life
to be filled.
I feel your presence
But cannot see it
To believe?
Or not to believe?