More poems by Teddy Bear 204

why ash?

you want me to hate you,
you wish that i'd forget,
all the joy, all the happiness,
i worked so hard to get,

but i cant bare to lose you,
to let you stand alone in pain,
while the world all around you,
seams to melt from the rain,

i have always loved you,
ever since we said hi
and i dont want to watch you go,
and have to say goodbye,

i always want to be here,
standing next to you,
for the strength that you give me,
i want to pass back to you,

i nver ment those things,
that i always yelled at you,
about your brother, and your friends,
that i made me think were true,

i wish to be back at your side,
to help you fill in your heart,
so shattered, so broken,
yet you still gave me a part

but now i see that you dont care,
and i am nothing now,
in your eyes a pathetic guy,
that will try to stay around

if i could regain your respect,
the best is what ill give around,
to be in your heart once more,
and make your brother proud

for ash, ily, and im sorry for everything
Poem by Teddy Bear 204