Trying to find a way to understand the question people ask me - why?
The flame of rage sets in my heart and mind,a light once more..
Sinking from there to every cell and bone in my body..
Free and happy moments become buried,
in a blanket of ashes and flames..
Burning brighter in the sun,
Burning scars into me..
Keep those I love close to me,
As I try to remember the promises I made to them..
*Break*
The snow falls around me,
like thick fog..
Suffocating, controlling me, showing me the 'only-way-out,'
Killing me and my will..
Locking my mind down like a vice made of ice...
No more light... just ice-cold rage and darkness...
*Slice*
Silence rings like bells on Christmas day:
Loud, clear, and unbreakable...
Drifting away on a slow, but easy,
river of pure pain..
Soothed by the dizziness that sways my body
into a lullaby...
Forget I exsist...
Forget reality....
Let the abyss take me down,
Into the welcoming depths..
*regret*
Sheltered from the passing storm,
In a warm bed of blankets..
They start to turn cold
As the promises that I made
Settle broken around my shoulders..
As scarlet warmth
flows from my wrists...
Upon broken promises,
Falls red rain....
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