Don't Mind Me

My mind is made of glass
Crash!
Limitless confines shattered
To tiny particles
Bits of matter
Ecstasy?
Maybe
More like
Illegitimate constancy
Of gone and dead
And was
Has been
Me
Don't grasp the concept
Of forever minus three
It still equates to
Infinity
So, tie this all together
A (k)not to be free
Just let it be
Because
Despite your feeling
Of triumph
You missed the last train
To glee
So, crawl back to
Where ever you came from
Or your very thoughts
Will sting
You'll bleed
And to the bitter end
We'll weep
But never leap
Over and on
To the sound of
The sweet
We'll live the same way
Moss grows up a tree
Always climbing
Always trying
But nowhere
We want to be
So, float on by
There's nothing to see
Here, at least
You'll always
Never be-
Sides that
Was not the ticket
Gone and past
But not seeing me
So, find out
If you'll outlive me
Statistically,
No,
That could never
Ever
Be
But since when were we
The kind for
Stats
And math
And logically
No one ever thinks
That far in,
Ahead,
They cannot
At first you
Have to experiment
Try E
or C
or D
But not me
Or I
For that matter
Write the right way
You'll end up
Deserving of
These
Thoughts
Facts
Fiction
Fantasy
Black
Blue
Green
A seed
A penny
For you're weak-
Ness? No
Ly? Possibly
But why try anyway
This is not what
You seek
Try not again
But for the first time
Relive your ancestry
You can't ever really
End me
So, when the shit hits the fan
Step to the side
It's do or die
Time
For you
For me
For everybody
Just not every
Single body
Voice your need
Or be kneed
In the balls
And grovel in your
Own pain
On pain of
Losing me
My death
Utter nonsense
Yet to be
So, you see
"I am me
As you are he"
And keep running
Flee
From your own
Evil deeds
In the process
Shut out
Threes
Thousands
Millions
Billions
You may need
Try to be
Unique
As you are
Part of
The unending number
Of the non-liberated
The un-freed
You see,
There is no big plan
No, it's 'volutionary
Imagery
But we just missed
The "r"
And the "e"
And there's no turning back
As you get it wrong
We get hammered
Down
Like a nail
Pulled Out
Like a weed
Excuse my redundancy
But ideas need to be
Voiced loudly
To make sure
That everyone
Gets a piece of the pie
Yet not matter how
Hard we try
We always miss something
Like individuality
You
And he
And she
Even me
Has got the
Unseen watcher
The panopticon
That trys to punish
And drain your mind
Let you bleed
It's judgment day
So, contend
And pen yourself
Acceptably
Of course
For without rules
What would society be?
So, apologetically
I try to view the
World in 3D
But still
As me
Impossibly
Not to
Be
Free
Or see
What I mean by me
So, let your tears
Wet the streets
Of life
Liberty
And the pursuit
Of relativity
As you may see
This is a warning
More to everybody
Than to me
What is the difference
Of time
In terms of now
Or later
To me,
Nothing
But obviously,
I am not everybody
And everybody
Is not me
A single entity
Trying to get by
And cease to be
But really,
I have no right
And neither does
Any single body
To write
To read
To complicate
The need
Of sexuality
Of expertly
Doing
Dastardly
Deeds
Ashes to
Ashes
Dust to
Hardly breathing
What people don't get
Is simplicity
To seething
To revert back
To teething
To lay awake
With mind away
Muttering to
Nobody
"Why me?"
But I,
You see,
Have an inability
To dream
To speak
To meet
Eye to eye
Everything is
Arguably
Something
Yet
Nothing
For there is no point
Just read
Or have read
Anything easily
No over exertion
Please
Euphemistically
There is no need
Everybody is freed
And there is not one
Single, horrible
Deed
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
Kill me
Really
Your time
And my time
Differ greatly
What nobody
Understands
Is the ology
Of me
So, sink deep
Six feet
Divided by three
Two feet
Shallow
Grave-
Ly
Going through
Life
Apocoliptically
Feeling boxed in
Spaced out
Unseen
No comedy
Here
Not even
Partially
Without a little
Comedy
You can't be
Taken
Seriously
So, don't mind me
I'm just a
Nobody.

Poem by Currie.

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